Abandoned at 28wks

So maybe not quite ABANDONED...but it just had a nice ring to it.  Melodrama is my favorite coping mechanism.

The boy has left for Montana for 10 days and I have been having a rough go of it this afternoon.  I'm mainly just flat out jealous (I don't get paid time off work and we sorta need the money about now) and not used to spending that kind of time away from him.  I have felt a rush of emotions I hadn't really anticipated - and trying my best to get over myself.  Because seriously?  Is there anything more unattractive than a 30 year old pregnant woman crying because she has to be alone for a few days?   I do have Marley - although the gas is pretty horrendous.

I'm just amazed I don't know what to do with myself.  As if it will be any different than when he is here - I just realize in this moment how much I'm going to miss him.

So here I am at 28wks (tomorrow - but he took the good camera so i had to sneak this shot in).  I feel great.  Physically.  I have the occasional aches and pains, but nothing to complain much about.  12 more weeks to go - and I just hope that this third trimester goes easy on me. 

Leaving you also with an extra shot (ive posted before) of our cabin view in Montana.  This is the heaven we love so much...and also a good photo explanation for that 'jealous' bit.